Hypocrite

I'm starting to sound like a hypocrite. I profess by voicing out my opinions about freedom and religious tolerance but it seems that I cannot stand up for views. In fact, I can mildly tolerate those who have beliefs which are different from mine. It's a struggle hard to maintain or keep fighting. But I won't budge and life will surely go on.

'Heartbroken'

"People could always move on, especially if they should." -- Joel Duque

Form 5

Form 5 for the 1st Semester, AY 2006-2007

CLASS CODE SUBJECT SECTION UNITS DAYS TIME ROOM
37548 BIO 121 TFY 4 TF 4:30-5:30 P.M. IB 104
37549 BIO 121 TFYWX TF 1:00-4:00 P.M. PH 4102-4104
37550 BIO 122 MHG 4 MTh 12:00-1:00 P.M. IB 104
37551 BIO 122 MHGRU MTh 8:30-11:30 P.M. IB 116
37554 BIO 132 MHW 5 MTh 1:00-2:30 P.M. IB 203
37555 BIO 132 MHWXY MTh 2:30-5:30 P.M. IB 216
37562 BIO 160 TFG 4 TF 12:00-1:00 P.M. IB 104
37563 BIO 160 TFGRU TF 8:30-11:30 P.M. IB 213
37574 BIO 200 E 2

Sticky Dream

Earlier this morning, I had a wet dream. I am not sure sure about it because I was partly conscious when it was happening. I moved my pelvis backward and forward reeatedly so as to maintain the pleasurable sensation. Hugging the large pillow with my legs added to the feeling. When I woke up, I saw the black shorts I was wearing wet with ejaculate, even from outside. (I wasn't wearing briefs.) I then realized the there was physical evidence of my physiological reaction to some mental stimuli. I searched for some bathroom tissue to remove some evidence of the bed activity I have done. There was no other person involved, no imagining of having sexual intercourse with another being. It was all about pure pleasure.

Panyo! Panyo!

Noong ako ay nasa loob ng isang dyip na may rutang Ikot, bumaba ang isang tinedyer na mag-kai-bi-gan o mag-ka-i-bi-gan sa may Hardin ng Bougainvillea. Pagkatapos, nahulog ang isang puting panyo na may ilang disenyo at bughaw na mga gilid. At nangyari na ang isang di-inaasahang bagay. Nagpaalam ako sa drayber na ako'y hintayin (CS Library kasi ang aking paroroonan): "Sandali lang ha." o parang ganoon ang aking sinabi. Dagli akong bumaba at lumapit sa magkasama at sinabing: "Panyo! Panyo!" Tinanggap ito ng dalaga at kung gaano ako kabilis lumapit ay ganoon din ako kabilis lumayo. Pagbalik ko sa dyip, parang hindi naman nagmamadali ang drayber. Katunayan, naghihintay pa nga siya ng karagdagang pasahero. (Medyo maluwag pa kasi.) Walang sumakay na bago at kami ay nagpatuloy sa aming biyahe.
Ngayon, iniisip ko kung bakit hindi man lamang nagpasalamat ang binalikan ko kanina. Siguro ay mukhang nagmamadali ako, di sila marunong tumanaw ng utang ng loob o nagpasalamat sila pero hindi ko lang ito narinig.
Maaaring isipin ng ilan na hindi naman malaking bagay ang pagsasauli ng panyo. Baka nga. Ngunit para sa akin, may kabuluhan ito, kahit na papaano.

Reality Bites

This was my exact feeling during the first day of enrollment, June 6, 2006. Windell L. Rivera, an instructor at UP Diliman, rejected my request to get to him as my thesis adviser. His reason was that he already has seven advisees and one more (me, in this case), would make things hard for him. I don't blame him. I should've talked to him at an earlier date, such as during the second semester or summer break, or even as early as last year's the first semester. Thus, the event was not an unexpected one. Mr. Rivera was still nice even though he didn't accept my application. He suggested me to pursue Elena S. Catap. She's involved with immunology (i.e. virus). He said immunology is based on techniques from microbiology. Well, I hope that he's correct. I'll go back to UP tomorrow and try getting Ms. Catap as my thesis adviser.

Nakama Yukie

Can you guess what Gokusen and The Ring have in common? They are both Japanese? Yes, that will do. But what's more interesting is the fact that they feature the same actress as central persona. Gokusen (the jdorama) and The Ring 0 have Miss Nakama Yukie. That must have been the reason why I considered that her face was familiar. That may also be the reason why I became an avid fan of Gokusen for the last week of my summer vacation! Now that I have blurted out my mental processes, I should be courageous to admit that she's my crush. Yes, she is. I know what you're thinking! Joel's watching Gokusen just because the lead character is pretty. That may be true but I also love the story. It is about a class adviser who vowed to remain so until all the members of her class do graduate. It's a challenge because her class is full of stereotypically bad or "mischievous" students. Undeniably, she has the heart, just like her students. Where would you find a teacher who's ready to let his own heart bleed to death for the sake of his students? Don't answer me Great Teacher Onizuka. He's an exception. What more can I say? I try to stay rational but merely watching Gokusen makes my heart jump!

First Semester AY 2006-07

The following are the classes that the CRS was able to assign to you.
Class Code Class Credits Schedule 37550 BIO 122 MHG 4 MTh 12:00p-1:00p lec IB 104 37551 BIO 122 MHGRU (0.0) MTh 8:30a-11:30a lab IB 116 37554 BIO 132 MHW 5 MTh 1:00p-2:30p lec IB 203 37555 BIO 132 MHWXY (0.0) MTh 2:30p-5:30p lab IB 216 37562 BIO 160 TFG 4 TF 12:00p-1:00p lec IB 104 37563 BIO 160 TFGRU (0.0) TF 8:30a-11:30a lab IB 213 37570 BIO 200 A 4
The table below represents your current schedule.
Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat 8:30 - 11:30 BIO 122 MHGRU [IB 116] BIO 160 TFGRU [IB 213] BIO 122 MHGRU [IB 116] BIO 160 TFGRU [IB 213] 11:30 - 12:00 12:00 - 1:00 BIO 122 MHG [IB 104] BIO 160 TFG [IB 104] BIO 122 MHG [IB 104] BIO 160 TFG [IB 104] 1:00 - 2:30 BIO 132 MHW [IB 203] BIO 132 MHW [IB 203] 2:30 - 5:30 BIO 132 MHWXY [IB 216] BIO 132 MHWXY [IB 216]
I could have obtained BIO 121 or BIO 196 but I guess 15 units of pure biology subjects is good enough for me.

Unstable PC

The personal computer from which this blog post was made is currently very unstable. It restarts or shuts down at will (but not due to my commands). I guess it has its own mind. Well, the previous sentence is just a joke. But seriously now, I hope to get a new copy of Windows XP or any Microsoft Windows operating system (OS). I'm getting a little bit groggy.