Words hurt

Yeah, words can really hurt people. Today, I made a mistake at choosing an answer in my neurology preceptorial class. It was just mentioned a few minutes earlier. I was really concentrated on the discussion but I guess somehow her blurting out one of the choices which was central paralysis made me consider it strongly. Nevertheless, our instructor asked my two female classmates to teach me probably so I would not commit the mistake again. In surgery class today, one of the two lady classmates approached me and rudely told me that she would not teach me, ask me to lie to our teacher that the former taught me accordingly, and she even had the guts to threaten me if I told our instructor otherwise (or the truth). Come on people, what's wrong with you? Do I deserve that kind of treatment. I am a conscious feeling human being after all. And so I was depressed until dismissal time. As I walked home and reached home, I ate and fully decided to exercise or walk-jog on Camp Crame grandstand. I really felt good today, after a long time that I ceased to exercise. Also, I promised to myself that I'll start and resume exercising once the 5th long examination week in medical school was over which ended Friday last week. I should really think well before blurting out an answer especially if it was new to my mind. Also, maybe that girl was not mature enough to take on the responsibility and challenge given to her by our instructor. Maybe she is not competent enough. Or maybe she feels that I am or my learning is not worth her effort; it could be that she took the opportunity that she is not interested in me. But I really think that this could be me trying to connect dots which are very far apart. I won't judge her but try to understand her as one of the personalities in me that I should accept for me to act appropriately and become a more ethical, caring, and compassionate medical professional.