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Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Excuses

"I'm sorry for being incorrigible; please forgive me. I will never run out of excuses for loving you." -- Joel Duque

Monday, March 29, 2010

Beauty

"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. To me, you are beautiful and that is all that really matters." -- Joel Duque

Choice

"Choice has always been a sacred struggle between consciousness and desensitization." -- Joel Duque

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Sexual alchemy

There seems to be no significant difference between single-blessedness and homosexuality. Their development are limited with the non-union to the opposite sex.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Sinapupunan

Oo, tama ka...Tumataba ako...Sa totoo lang, buntis nga ako...Dinadala ko sa aking sinapupunan ang ating anak...Itago natin siya sa pangalang cultivation energy...Located on my solar plexus...It's radiating from within...To the far reaches of the visible and unseen edges of the universe...I am so happy for being given the opportunity to take care of this energy...I know that this will guide me to victory, whatever the conditions may be!

Junior intern

I will be a junior intern this coming April 1, 2010. I am both grateful and excited for having been given this opportunity to be involved in the care of patients in the hospital. This is certainly love and I love it.

Conscious choice

"I have consciously chosen to believe in love for I am love; thus, I believe in myself." -- Joel Duque

After Eden


http://www.arnold-arre.com/aftereden/

Yesterday, I started reading After Eden, a graphic novel by Arnold Arre. It is mainly a love story about two people, living different kinds of lives who turned out to be childhood friends. They really love each other and don't care if other people see their affection for one another. I don't know if it is natural that people around them get jealous of this, even their friends. I guess that public display of affection is both a sharp and soft reminder to all of us of how existence was once was when we we're all intimately connected with the Source. A man completes a man in the same way that a woman completes a man. It is for this reason that human life is able to emanate from such union. Love is painful and is very much demanding. But I do get it now. If you are indeed in love, then one would not think twice in giving one's own life force in the hope of creation and productivity. It is from person's who practice cultivation which promise the most potential in terms of quality of delivery of the various goods and services which society deems important. I really wonder why the title of the work is After Eden. If Eden is the paradise, then is there something else beyond that? All I can imagine is the existence of another plane where an enlightened being will most likely be tested again with another set of criteria towards the path of perfection. Like a line in a graphing paper, what I imagine is this: All imperfection is imaginary; the world is perfect as it already is. All we have to do is enjoy and dance to the sound of the music. Let's all have a good time and care enough to make sure that others enjoy too in this journey which we call life.

Friday, March 19, 2010

Higher-self speaking...

If I run away from you, it does not mean that I do not like you. I like you; I like you so much that I turned my back on you. There are things in my life which I have to face first. After all, the planet is spherical; we will eventually meet each other someday. If it is written in the stars that we share a common future, then let it be.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Sexuality

"Heterosexuals and homosexuals are confused alike with respect to their real identities." -- Joel Duque

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

I am

"Knowing that I don't know is not enough. Knowing that I know is not enough. I can is not enough. So what is enough? I am." -- Joel Duque

Child-rearing

"Children are not failures but paths to perfection. In every single way, it is a shared burden. Have you done your part?" -- Joel Duque

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Forgive

"Love is forgiving another person even if that person hasn't even asked for forgiveness." -- Joel Duque

Monday, March 15, 2010

Laws

"Laws are the greatest threat to civil liberties." -- Joel Duque

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Truths

"There are simple truths and greater truths. Where you place your heart, there lies your innermost desires, those which you consider important. Are you not conscious of this?" -- Joel Duque

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Not a feeling

"When I understood that love is not a feeling, it was then I realized that I love you." -- Joel Duque

Friday, March 12, 2010

Happiness

"Happiness is the true carrying capacity of all biological systems, including humans." -- Joel Duque

Saturday, March 06, 2010

Sugal ng pag-ibig

Ang sarap magsugal...Kailan kaya tayo magsasabay...Kailan kaya tayo sabay na magsusugal ang ating damdamin...Gusto kong masaktan...Gusto ko talagang saktan mo ako...Para akong bata...Natututo ako habang kinakastigo...Kastiguhin mo ako ng iyong mga halik...Ipadama mo sa akin ang init ng iyong pag-ibig...Lahat-lahat handa kong ibigay sapagkat tinuruan mo akong magmahal...

Love and poker

"The game of love is like poker. I cannot and refuse to wait for my starting cards to get better; you may no longer be sitting in the same table when they do. I have to pay the raises pre-flop in order to see you longer and improve my chances. Timing is important; I should decide when to engage you and make my moves. And when all else fails, I go all-in; maybe it is enough to show that I am willing to lose all of myself. You can call me because you may sense that I was just bluffing. But one things for sure, my love for you is not a bluff. It is nice to win; nonetheless, I definitely had fun playing with you." -- Joel Duque

Gambling

"You are like gambling to me. I do not care whether I win or not. I give you my full attention simply because I enjoy being in the moment with you. You are my addiction." -- Joel Duque

Friday, March 05, 2010

Lies

"If the truth hurts, then try living a life of lies." -- Joel Duque

I like

"I like...You might think it's you but it's not you; it's me!" -- Joel Duque

Thursday, March 04, 2010

Pagmamahal

"Susunod, pag nagmahal ako, magmamahal ako kahit na hindi ko naiintindihan. Tiyak naman akong hindi ko ito pagsisisihan." -- Joel Duque

Change

"Change comes with vulnerabilty; change at your own risk." -- Joel Duque

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Exclusive high school

Coming from an exclusive high school, I think I get it now...They try to wash their hands by giving a junior and senior prom...

Deserving

Sometimes, I just feel that I do not deserve any of the things that happened in my life...Like having a great family.

But it's good to know that this is indeed far from the truth. We deserve everything that has happened, is happening, and will happen to us. This is a law of the universe, and is proven by the apparent passing of time!

Under attack

Hi blog, well you will have to be my friend...I have always told you things which are deep and truthful. My Facebook account is under attack from people who would want me to spill the beans or tell them who my crush is...I promise to stop posting anything there with respect to her. I wait, wait, and wait for the right time, okay? =p

Monday, March 01, 2010

Healthful food to taste

"Healthful food to eat --> Healthful food to taste --> Healthy taste buds --> Control of binge-eating --> Healthy body + mind + soul --> A step towards the path of consciousness" -- Joel Duque

Waiting

"You are Love. I'll be waiting for you to realize that we are but One. Until that time, all I can do is wait. I'll wait for you even if it takes forever." -- Joel Duque

Simply be

"Simply being is different from being lost in the moment. I enjoy and cherish this life so much so that I choose to live each moment consciously." -- Joel Duque

Medisina

"Para akong medisina, matututunan mo rin akong mahalin. Araw-arawin ba naman kita!" -- Joel Duque

Medical Books - 1st Year

  • Bates' Guide to Physical Examination and History Taking, Ninth Edition with E-Book (Guide to Physical Exam & History Taking (Bates)) by Lynn S Bickley and Peter G Szilagyi (Hardcover - Jun 1, 2007)
  • Biochemistry (Biochemistry (Berg)) by Jeremy M. Berg, John L. Tymoczko, and Lubert Stryer (Hardcover - May 19, 2006)
  • Clinical Anatomy by Richard S Snell (Paperback - Jun 1, 2003)
  • Clinical Neuroanatomy (Clinical Neuroanatomy for Medical Students (Snell)) by Richard S Snell (Paperback - Jul 1, 2005)
  • Harper's Illustrated Biochemistry (Harper's Biochemistry) by Robert K. Murray, Darryl K. Granner, Peter A. Mayes, and Victor W. Rodwell (Paperback - Jun 13, 2006)
  • Kaplan and Sadock's Synopsis of Psychiatry: Behavioral Sciences/Clinical Psychiatry (Synopsis of Psychiatry) by Benjamin J Sadock and Virginia A Sadock (Paperback - May 1, 2007)
  • Lehninger Principles of Biochemistry, Fourth Edition by David L. Nelson and Michael M. Cox (Hardcover - April 23, 2004)
  • Lippincott's Illustrated Reviews: Biochemistry (Lippincott's Illustrated Reviews Series) by Pamela C Champe, Richard A Harvey, and Denise R Ferrier (Paperback - Jul 1, 2007)
  • Medical Physiology, Updated Edition: With STUDENT CONSULT Online Access (MEDICAL PHYSIOLOGY) by Walter F. Boron and Emile L. Boulpaep (Hardcover - Nov 19, 2004)
  • Review of Medical Physiology by William F. Ganong (Paperback - Mar 8, 2005)
  • Textbook of Medical Physiology: With STUDENT CONSULT Online Access (Textbook of Medical Physiology) by Arthur C. Guyton and John E. Hall (Hardcover - Sep 1, 2005)

Documentaries

  • [Al Fry] Hidden Bible Knowledge
  • [Al Fry] Hidden World History
  • [Alberto Villoldo] Munay Ki - great rites of initiation of the shamanic medicine way
  • [Alex Jones] ENDGAME - Blueprint For Global Enslavement (2007)
  • [Barrie Zwicker] The Great Conspiracy - The 9/11 News Special You Never Saw (2005)
  • [BBC Horizon] How to Make Better Decisions (2008)
  • [BBC Horizon] Is Alcohol Worse than Ecstasy (2008)
  • [BBC Horizon] What on Earth is Wrong with Gravity (2008)
  • [BBC Panorama] Sex crimes and the Vatican
  • [BBC TWO] Alternative Medicine - The Evidence
  • [BBC] Microchip
  • [BBC] Planet Earth
  • [BBC] The Death Of Yugoslavia
  • [BBC] Why Democracy Taxi to the Dark Side (2007)
  • [CBC] The Blue Buddha - Lost Secrets of Tibetan Medicine - Nature of Things
  • [CBC] The Fifth Estate - Spies, Lies, and Secret Weapons
  • [Daniel G. Karslake] For the Bible Tells Me So (2007)
  • [Dave Hunt] A Woman Rides The Beast - The Catholic Church And The Last Days (2006)
  • [David Icke] Revelations of a Mother Goddess
  • [Dokument Dun] Thin
  • [Dr Deagle] Connecting the Dots - Granada Forum (12-2006)
  • [Drew Heriot, Sean Byrne, Marc Goldenfein, and Damian McLindon] The Secret (2006)
  • [Eric Jon Phelps] Vatican Assassins - The Ultimate Conspiracy
  • [Fritz Springmeier] Undetectable Mind Control Lecture
  • [Gary Hustwit] Helvetica (2007)
  • [Hans Jenny, Peter Guy Manners, and Jonathan Goldman] Cymatics - Science Of Sound Vibrations on Matter
  • [Jed Riffe] Waiting to Inhale - Marijuana, Medicine and the Law
  • [Jerry Brunetti] Food as Medicine (2005)
  • [John Pilger] The War On Democracy (2007)
  • [John Steele] Geomancy
  • [League of Noble Peers] Steal This Film (2006)
  • [League of Noble Peers] Steal This Film II (2007)
  • [Matthew Ogens] Confessions of a Superhero (2007)
  • [Michael Tsarion] The Destruction of Atlantis
  • [PBS Frontline] The Medicated Child
  • [Peter Coyote] Out of the Blue - The Definitive Investigation of the UFO Phenomenon
  • [Project Camelot] Project Camelot Interviews (2007)
  • [Science Channel] 100 Greatest Discoveries
  • [Seth Gordon] The King of Kong - A Fistful of Quarters (2007)
  • [William Gazecki] Future By Design (2006)
  • Communis and the EU
  • The Freeman Perspective - Chemtrails - Clouds of Death
  • The Medical Aspects of Nuclear Radiation (2007)
  • Unit 731 - Nightmare in Manchuria (1998)
  • {National Press Club] The Disclosure Project (May 9th, 2001)