Psyched #1

I keep on declaring things which I do not push through with. I have often wondered what it is that is wrong with me. It was hard for me looking for what was wrong. Either:
A> Something is wrong with me. What is it?
B> Nothing is wrong with me.

A> Something is wrong with me.
Yes, definitely something is not right; something is wrong. But it is not limited to me. It includes me and all of creation. The outside, the environment, is just but an extension of oneself; it is an expression of the predominant thoughts, and thus attractions, one broadcasts by means of electromagnetic waves. It is when we are not truthful, it is when we keep and deny our true selves, that everything gets fucked real hard in a way which we do not enjoy; this may be likened to rape, forcing an intimate contact between parties which do not realize their true nature and thus are unable to mutually accept their deepest oneness.
What is it?
Borderline Personality Disorder: As Howard Zinn puts it, you can't be neutral on a moving train. Everything is moving forward. All of creation is moving forward; this is simply innate to it. I want to move forward with creation. I like to be able to contribute in a positive way in this plane. Somewhere along the way, I have been poisoned, and the first step out of this rut is the recognition of the situation and its gravity. It is of grave importance, it is a matter of life and death. Don't you remember that everything is connected; there is still no exception
Avoidant Personality Disorder: If the environment is just but myself which does not currently realize our oneness, then there is no reason that to fear. There is no reason to fear or to avoid encounter because of fear. Happiness does not co-existence with fear. Happiness is a relaxed state of being accepted for who one is, period.

B> Nothing is wrong with me.
It is now that I realized that there is nothing wrong. I think I have been thinking too much that something is not right. Right and wrong depends on a person's ideals and morality. There must be an innate order in all. That's why we are able to perceive beauty.

Whether it be an A or B, I feel that it does not really matter. What matters is that I accept myself for who I am and love all of those around me. Love, as I previously defined, is self-sacrifice without self-suffering. What is suffering? It is doing something which one does not want. No exceptions and as simple as that.