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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Nearing the end

Today is currently the second to the last day of my 2-month, roller-coaster Internal Medicine rotation. I am more or less the same person, well, at least still single...=p But seriously, I still like her; although I can say that I am much more relaxed. Love comes if it comes, but if it doesn't, life still goes on. I have given up all expectations with respect to other people. All I am sure about is myself. Am I afraid of being hurt? Hell, yeah! But I can't keep on being afraid. The heart of communication is being there where the other person is, wherever you actually you may be. I can very well say goodbye to my attitude of pleasing other people at my expense. Desires, wants, and needs just seem never to end. The fate of those who readily bow to the whims of others is despair. I am a young, healthy male, fully capable of having healthy, bright, vibrant, and playful children. I can't just throw away happiness for those who don't even care about me. Currently, my battle cry is "I have every fuckin' right to manifest." And if goodness is to manifest, what is there to be afraid of?

My immediate plans are as follows:
1. Enjoy myself by abandoning my conveniences in the dream of achieving something, that which approximates the true, the beautiful, and the wonderful.
2. Love all animals; even those people who behave like animals. (No offense to real-world animals.

My short-term plans are as follows:
1. Eat as a pure raw vegan.
2. Start daily 15-minute meditation TODAY while arousing and qHS.
3. Sleep for at least 3-5 hours a day; sleep by 9 PM. Set alarm clock at 1 AM.
4. Go to the neighborhood gym whenever I am not in a "Duty Status".
5. Clean room for at least 30 minutes.
6. Delete all needless files.
7. Have a medical topic to read about and ACTUALLY read about it.
8. Hold on to my principles each and every time.

My long-term plans are as follows:
1. Meet the love of my life again.
2. Realize my dreams of becoming the transplantation surgeon.
3. Research and publish in an international peer-reviewed journal.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Tao o Diyos

Noong kauna-unahan, tayo ang pumili na maging tao o Diyos, gayon din ngayon at magpakailanpaman.

UP PMHS: 55 after '55


Last night, 9/25/2010 (Saturday), I attended the Alumni Homecoming of my college organization, the UP Pre-Medical Honor Society (PMHS) at The Lounge (Little Asia & AMICI Building), Tomas Morato, QC at 7 PM. I came in at around 8:30 PM, just in time before the start of the program. It was a fun-filled night with various speeches from top-notch alumni physicians, video presentations, and dancing (as in a bar). I saw Dr. Fortun (forensics) and Ablan (urology). The history of the organization was reviewed from 1955 to 2004. Most of the speakers reiterated the reality of little or no freedom at all which prevailed during the martial law years (1972-1983). The many activities of the organization was shown such as free clinics, constitution study, carol fest, talent's night, SCC day, christmas party, sports fest, etc.

I got to chat with my batch mates and former orgmates...Ate Bev, Ate Daryl, Ate Dhoreen, Kuya Sonny, Jameez, Ruari, Cha, and Zshari. I found out that most of my biology block mates in UP Diliman were considering taking General Surgery, just like me. I am currently interested in taking General Surgery and then Transplantation as specialization. So why Surgery and Transplantation. It is primarily due to the medical dramas, Iryu 1 and 2 (Team Medical Dragon) and what happened to my mother (she had Diabetes Mellitus, Chronic Kidney Failure, and then died of stroke). I am still saddened by her apparently untimely and premature death. I want to be able to spare the families of my future patients the agony of losing someone so dear, kind, gentle, and helpful...A truly beautiful, graceful, graceful, and generous woman. Until her very last breath, she was still very much concerned with the sake of others.

Medicine remains to be a competitive field. As most of the consultants would say, "You must specialize!" I want to read or hit the books so speak for the sake, health, and well-being of my patients, as well as the for the accompanying market share and value. Everyone deserved to be given the best, utmost care and respect, whatever their current status in life may be. So far, I have upheld this, the virtue of benevolence, in my clinical clerkship.

Looking back, I rediscovered why I continued to take biology and then medicine. There is a lot of opportunity to help a lot of people who really need help. People are not completely blameless, but then they are also not completely helpless. If we help them help themselves, then they are able to become eventually self-sufficient.

"Truth I Pursue, Honor I Value, Life I Protect." This line summarizes what the organization is all about. Even if the application process was demanding in term of the time, effort, and emotions involved, I would still dare say that it was all worth it. It was the first time for me to join such a large organization of all adults, well at least presumably mature-minded people. I am happy to be involved in the development of the characters of bright students who are conversant in most topics, including myself. Just have fun in life, respect and communicate well with others, and give your very best in everything that you do.

I love PMHS. It is something na babalik at babalikan ko. Syempre basta't wala lang akong duty. Duty first! Magdadala na ako ng ready camera...Mas maganda talaga magblog with pictures. =p

Friday, September 17, 2010

Lil Red Notebook

Hello, cute and lil red notebook. I was interested in you because of your vivid, bright red color and your wonderful dimensions. I hope to make our challenging journey together fun and worthwhile. Things to do today: 1. Finish all 4-South paperworks with love 2. Love and smile at all sentient beings 3. Breathe love and work out 4. Lovingly decided that this will become my new diary 5. Lovingly decided to love "If it bothers you so much to pretend, then make a new truth." My personal checklist: 1. Charged cellphones 2. Alarm set at 7 PM 3. Charged laptop 4. Eat adequate amount of raw plants 5. Study any topic for 3 hours 6. Gym focus: abdominal muscles 7. Good grooming, hygiene 8. Breathe deeply, slowly 9. Be a smiley person "Love is mysterious. It has its own reasons hidden from man, hidden in man." Virtues 1. Truth 2. Benevolence 3. Forbearance "I wanted that person to be special. I wanted badly that person to be you." Change defined "Change is manifestation of the natural order of the universe."

Thursday, September 09, 2010

My Goals in Life

1. Have no goals really! Well, I mean relax!

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

Back

It's nice to be back! =p

Medical Books - 1st Year

  • Bates' Guide to Physical Examination and History Taking, Ninth Edition with E-Book (Guide to Physical Exam & History Taking (Bates)) by Lynn S Bickley and Peter G Szilagyi (Hardcover - Jun 1, 2007)
  • Biochemistry (Biochemistry (Berg)) by Jeremy M. Berg, John L. Tymoczko, and Lubert Stryer (Hardcover - May 19, 2006)
  • Clinical Anatomy by Richard S Snell (Paperback - Jun 1, 2003)
  • Clinical Neuroanatomy (Clinical Neuroanatomy for Medical Students (Snell)) by Richard S Snell (Paperback - Jul 1, 2005)
  • Harper's Illustrated Biochemistry (Harper's Biochemistry) by Robert K. Murray, Darryl K. Granner, Peter A. Mayes, and Victor W. Rodwell (Paperback - Jun 13, 2006)
  • Kaplan and Sadock's Synopsis of Psychiatry: Behavioral Sciences/Clinical Psychiatry (Synopsis of Psychiatry) by Benjamin J Sadock and Virginia A Sadock (Paperback - May 1, 2007)
  • Lehninger Principles of Biochemistry, Fourth Edition by David L. Nelson and Michael M. Cox (Hardcover - April 23, 2004)
  • Lippincott's Illustrated Reviews: Biochemistry (Lippincott's Illustrated Reviews Series) by Pamela C Champe, Richard A Harvey, and Denise R Ferrier (Paperback - Jul 1, 2007)
  • Medical Physiology, Updated Edition: With STUDENT CONSULT Online Access (MEDICAL PHYSIOLOGY) by Walter F. Boron and Emile L. Boulpaep (Hardcover - Nov 19, 2004)
  • Review of Medical Physiology by William F. Ganong (Paperback - Mar 8, 2005)
  • Textbook of Medical Physiology: With STUDENT CONSULT Online Access (Textbook of Medical Physiology) by Arthur C. Guyton and John E. Hall (Hardcover - Sep 1, 2005)

Documentaries

  • [Al Fry] Hidden Bible Knowledge
  • [Al Fry] Hidden World History
  • [Alberto Villoldo] Munay Ki - great rites of initiation of the shamanic medicine way
  • [Alex Jones] ENDGAME - Blueprint For Global Enslavement (2007)
  • [Barrie Zwicker] The Great Conspiracy - The 9/11 News Special You Never Saw (2005)
  • [BBC Horizon] How to Make Better Decisions (2008)
  • [BBC Horizon] Is Alcohol Worse than Ecstasy (2008)
  • [BBC Horizon] What on Earth is Wrong with Gravity (2008)
  • [BBC Panorama] Sex crimes and the Vatican
  • [BBC TWO] Alternative Medicine - The Evidence
  • [BBC] Microchip
  • [BBC] Planet Earth
  • [BBC] The Death Of Yugoslavia
  • [BBC] Why Democracy Taxi to the Dark Side (2007)
  • [CBC] The Blue Buddha - Lost Secrets of Tibetan Medicine - Nature of Things
  • [CBC] The Fifth Estate - Spies, Lies, and Secret Weapons
  • [Daniel G. Karslake] For the Bible Tells Me So (2007)
  • [Dave Hunt] A Woman Rides The Beast - The Catholic Church And The Last Days (2006)
  • [David Icke] Revelations of a Mother Goddess
  • [Dokument Dun] Thin
  • [Dr Deagle] Connecting the Dots - Granada Forum (12-2006)
  • [Drew Heriot, Sean Byrne, Marc Goldenfein, and Damian McLindon] The Secret (2006)
  • [Eric Jon Phelps] Vatican Assassins - The Ultimate Conspiracy
  • [Fritz Springmeier] Undetectable Mind Control Lecture
  • [Gary Hustwit] Helvetica (2007)
  • [Hans Jenny, Peter Guy Manners, and Jonathan Goldman] Cymatics - Science Of Sound Vibrations on Matter
  • [Jed Riffe] Waiting to Inhale - Marijuana, Medicine and the Law
  • [Jerry Brunetti] Food as Medicine (2005)
  • [John Pilger] The War On Democracy (2007)
  • [John Steele] Geomancy
  • [League of Noble Peers] Steal This Film (2006)
  • [League of Noble Peers] Steal This Film II (2007)
  • [Matthew Ogens] Confessions of a Superhero (2007)
  • [Michael Tsarion] The Destruction of Atlantis
  • [PBS Frontline] The Medicated Child
  • [Peter Coyote] Out of the Blue - The Definitive Investigation of the UFO Phenomenon
  • [Project Camelot] Project Camelot Interviews (2007)
  • [Science Channel] 100 Greatest Discoveries
  • [Seth Gordon] The King of Kong - A Fistful of Quarters (2007)
  • [William Gazecki] Future By Design (2006)
  • Communis and the EU
  • The Freeman Perspective - Chemtrails - Clouds of Death
  • The Medical Aspects of Nuclear Radiation (2007)
  • Unit 731 - Nightmare in Manchuria (1998)
  • {National Press Club] The Disclosure Project (May 9th, 2001)