Load Dilemma

I currently have a load dilemma. Given the conflicts in schedule of courses offered in this coming second semester of the 2005-2006 academic year in UP Diliman, I can only have a maximum of 17 units composed of 3 major (Bio 101, 120, and 150) and 2 non-major subjects (PI 100 and possibly Math 2). My preenlistment results show that I was only able to get 10 units composed 3 subjects, namely, Bio 101, Bio 120, and PI 100. Thus, I would like to tell the possible scenarios of the next 5 months of my life, affecting my life in an uncertain way.
1. I get what I want, 17 units with the PI 100 and Math 2 in their respective schedules, 1:00-2:30 P.M. and 2:30-4:00 P.M. Happiness: 10!
2. 17 units but without Math 2. Another RGEP-MST replaces it. Happiness: 9!
3. 17 units but without any RGEP-MST subject. RGEP-Non-MST replaces it. RGEP-Non-MST will not be credited. Action done to prevent the repercussion of underload. Happiness: 8!
4. 14 units without any MST. Underload! Happiness: 7!
5. 14 units without PI 100. Slot in PI 100 cancelled to accommodate laboratory class in Bio 150. Happiness: 6!

Final Fantasy Tactics Advance

Today, I was able to finish the GBA game Final Fantasy Tactics Advance. You may ask me, "Joel, why bother play a pathetic game?" I'd answer you: "Because I was able to relate somehow with Marche, the main character of the game." He was shy and aloof. In the real world, he was never able to assert himself towards other people. On the other hand, in the make-believe world, the circumstances made him become a stronger person and this, in turn, made me believe in myself. I was able to realize that I was fooling myself with my games and if, and only if, I want to achieve something tangible, then I would have to give up everything that was closer to the negative.

Indecision

The cult of indecision has taken over me.
I know that this must be banished some how, some way, and some time in the future.
For most of my life, I have blamed myself for all the inauspicious things that happened to my life.
For not being a good student of history, I paid at a very high price.
In the recent past, I have thought of not having any children.
Before, I thought that having deep feelings for a woman for whatever desirable qualities they may possess, specifically physical beauty, is sinful and is a sign of weakness.
How can I ever attain transcendence without rejecting everthing that is worldly?
But in the course of my genetics and evolution studies, I learned that fitness includes both the physical and reproductive aspects of the being.
And of all the things, I want to take part in the next world.
Even though I might not be present physically, my line would continue and aid in shaping the far days that would come.

Break

I have been thinking lately that I was abusing myself mentally and physically by playing computer games all day and watching television. I've decided to take a break. "For how long?" you might ask. I don't know.

An Addict Gamer?

Are you an addict gamer? Wasting your time playing for hours? Don't fret 'coz I have a solution for you! You should search the Internet to search for walkthrough and spoilers. They would definitely help you to lose eagerness in playing the game. That's for sure!