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Monday, August 28, 2006

Hinudas ko si Rizal

Kaninang umaga, papunta akong UP. May piso sa sahig. Nagdalawang-isip akong kunin dahil iyon ay nasa tabi ng paa ng isang taong nakaupo--anlaki ng hita ng mama. Hindi ko na tinuloy ang balak kong iligtas si Laong Laan. Lumapit na ang bus namin sa aking babaan. Sa huli, umalis ako sa aking upuan. Hindi umalis ang mama sa kanyang kinalagyan papuntang upuan ko. Ibang mama ang lumipat; siya ay payat. Hindi ko na naituloy ang pagliligtas ko kay Rizal mula sa behikulo. Trinaydor ko siya. Hindi ko alam kung gustong niya rin namang siya'y aking iligtas. Desidido na siyang magpakabayani at mamatay bilang bayani. Wala siyang pakialam kung saan siya lalagay, sa kaliwa o sa kanan. Para sa kanya, pareho lang kaming gahaman ng mama. Mukhang pera. Hindi siya busilak na simbulo ng isang bayani. Hindi naman ako nasyonalista. Hanggang sa muli nating pagkikita, mga ligaw na barya, este mga bayani pala. Nawa'y muli kayong magpakita o magparamdam sa akin sa kalsada, sa eskinita, o sa anumang sulok ng Pilipinas.
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Medical Books - 1st Year

  • Bates' Guide to Physical Examination and History Taking, Ninth Edition with E-Book (Guide to Physical Exam & History Taking (Bates)) by Lynn S Bickley and Peter G Szilagyi (Hardcover - Jun 1, 2007)
  • Biochemistry (Biochemistry (Berg)) by Jeremy M. Berg, John L. Tymoczko, and Lubert Stryer (Hardcover - May 19, 2006)
  • Clinical Anatomy by Richard S Snell (Paperback - Jun 1, 2003)
  • Clinical Neuroanatomy (Clinical Neuroanatomy for Medical Students (Snell)) by Richard S Snell (Paperback - Jul 1, 2005)
  • Harper's Illustrated Biochemistry (Harper's Biochemistry) by Robert K. Murray, Darryl K. Granner, Peter A. Mayes, and Victor W. Rodwell (Paperback - Jun 13, 2006)
  • Kaplan and Sadock's Synopsis of Psychiatry: Behavioral Sciences/Clinical Psychiatry (Synopsis of Psychiatry) by Benjamin J Sadock and Virginia A Sadock (Paperback - May 1, 2007)
  • Lehninger Principles of Biochemistry, Fourth Edition by David L. Nelson and Michael M. Cox (Hardcover - April 23, 2004)
  • Lippincott's Illustrated Reviews: Biochemistry (Lippincott's Illustrated Reviews Series) by Pamela C Champe, Richard A Harvey, and Denise R Ferrier (Paperback - Jul 1, 2007)
  • Medical Physiology, Updated Edition: With STUDENT CONSULT Online Access (MEDICAL PHYSIOLOGY) by Walter F. Boron and Emile L. Boulpaep (Hardcover - Nov 19, 2004)
  • Review of Medical Physiology by William F. Ganong (Paperback - Mar 8, 2005)
  • Textbook of Medical Physiology: With STUDENT CONSULT Online Access (Textbook of Medical Physiology) by Arthur C. Guyton and John E. Hall (Hardcover - Sep 1, 2005)

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