Marathon: 7th of 15 parts

Porn: when soft becomes better than hard; Proxy block; Messy room; Super typhoon Reming

Porn is "creative activity (writing or pictures or films, etc.) of no literary or artistic value other than to stimulate sexual desire" (WordNet). If so, then this computer that I am currently using has some of it. There was a time in my life that I grew tired of anime, so I searched the Net for the real thing. It is easy to search but because the computer connects to the Internet through proxy, most of my search queries are blocked. Although that may be the case, I am competent enough to be creative with respect to searching for lust pacifiers. Then time came when I was able to come across a site called *tv*****.com. Shit! Women do nothing but pose nude. I cannot explain nor understand why I was turned off. Women, real women of this world, must also look like the women of that site. Moreover, they will expectedly be less daring and bold (literally). Sex, whatever form of it, should almost always be pleasurable. Maybe I was disgusted by the sheer lack of class of those women. I don't want to sound like a chauvinist, but I think am surprised but what I saw. And so libido has substantially declined, exactly by what percentage, I do not know. I was more thrilled with animations. This is a good example where the truth hurts; it hurt me when I discovered the truth (whether it's by accident or not is not essential anymore).

My room is still messy and it will remain so. I will keep you updated when time comes that it suddenly becomes clean.

Super typhoon Reming did not pass Metro Manila. It was expected that the tropical depression take the same route that Milenyo took. The province of Albay was heavily damaged. Croplands, homes, and hearts of people were destroyed. More than a lifetime is needed for people to recover from such a tragedy.