Beautiful

Mama, you are beautiful! Thank you for giving me life and sustaining me these past few years. I wish you were still alive today...Sadly for me, that is not part of God's plan. I hope you are happy wherever you are. There is only one way to ensure this and that is through love. I am in love right now; as a matter-of-fact, I am ready to offer all that I am. I believe that I have a profound understanding of the workings of the universe which will definitely guide any relationship that I enter. Mama, please give me your blessings. I deeply and truly believe that you are still able to...For consciousness is energy, and thus cannot ever be destroyed. Nevertheless, I am sure that you'd approve of her too. Papa and Ate Nadia are supporting me in their own ways and talks with me. This past few months have been magical and mystical, beginning with my hospitalization at school before the 4th exam week. How should I say it? It has been laden with realizations. From before the time you died in the start of my summer vacation in 2009, this is the only time that I have been really, genuinely happy. I want to talk to you someday...And pay back the Power Hug you gave me just before you passed away. For now, I guess this blog of mine would have to suffice. I love you!