Forgetting

Oh! How can I forget someone who somehow shaped my tender college days? I don't want to let go of her. Even if she's not near me, I still hold on to the memory she left me. I think, it's not about my inability to let go. It's much more than that. It's about having an infatuation over someone who's physically attractive and presumably intelligent and wonderful mysterious and everything else. I'm terribly sorry for having offended you. I know I don't deserve your friendship. I utterly betrayed your trust. I wish to make it up to you. Unfortunately, I don't have the guts to do so. I believe that it will just complicate things. Maybe I'm just looking for the right opportunity to confess my sins personally to you. We aren't close enough to each other so that's why I unilaterally decided to call it quits. That is all I have to say to you. Wait! No. Let me correct myself. That is all that's left I can say to you which is honorable. I wish you could forgive me. And so I ask for your forgiveness.

My sins against you:
- online stalking
- gathering data about you, some of which are personal
- getting your mobile phone number
- fantasizing about you
- 'impersonating' you
- trying to destroy your name, relationships
- making you do things which you don't want to do